I'm one of those girls who is always looking for a new way to get thin. I've tried many things and I've always failed. I've always failed because I get bored very quickly, and I'm just not strong enough to resist the fast food..why? Because it's fast. But, I've been thinking. It's a new year again it's time to get dangerous. So, I was watching this wonderful Japanese Movie "Higurashi no naku koro ni-Chikai" to be exact and I was thinking..those people are so skinny. Why can't I be so skinny? So I decided to research exactly what they ate and I found this article from webmd. I also decided to order this book. Hopefully it will help me understand better how the diet works. I've always loved Japanese Food but was too scared to try and make it. I think now is the time. I'm going to try to change my diet to slowly take away most animal products and put in more veggie's then I'll be thin and healthy and hopefully I won't notice because this new diet is much mroe fun. I already have 5 canisters of Green Tea thanks to my tea and water diet plan. I think baby steps are the way. It's always good to learn about new cultures and I think de-westernizing my diet is exactly what I need.

Off to the market tommorow. I'll let you all know how it's working out when the plan goes a bit further until then...stay tuned.

You have to love the internet. It allows anyone to say anything they want with very little consequences. It also allows for your grandmother to friend you on facebook. Between that and the knowledge that my employer can check everything I've ever written on any networking site ever freaks me out. I mean sure when you post something online you expect a bunch of people to look at those things and judge you for it but, I thought those sites were suppose to be fun.

Not anymore and I love it. It now allows for more opportunities to grow. Anyone can start a business, anyone can make their business more successful for very little money. This is what the internet is all about. Technology marches on, we should follow. Now we really are living in a world of opportunity you just have to know how to use it.

It has been seven years since I started seriously thinking about what I wanted for my dream job. As the years have gone by my dreams have not changed but reality has set in. It's been two years since I graduated from college and my dream job has yet to present itself. So, upon careful consideration and a lot of self evaluation I've decided my dream job would be to own a charity fund-raising company. It would be based off auction sales and other similar events. This would combine my love for the media, with making a difference in the world, and will allow me to use my experience and education to the fullest. Dreams are hard to obtain. That is why they are called dreams. It's hard to choose a dream job when you have to think is harsh realities. People should try their best to make both themselves and others happy. If we can help change the world with your dreams then we should do it. That is why owning my own charity fund-raising company is my dream job.

Syfy's Alice was horrible. I'm going to finish watching it and write a detailed review tomorrow. Or later depends how I feel. I mean the execution is fine, but the concepts are really heavy handed. On the plus side Harry Dean Stanton is looking good. I'm glad for him.

 O Lost, you are back with a bang. Not only are you answering all the questions with the biggest cop-out of all (time travel) but I'm loving it. I'm so invested in these characters at this point I don't care that you are just using them as exposition props. Also making Sun the big bad of the O6 was a great idea. I knew her lying cold as ice ways were going to have some sort of pay-off.

But what are we going to do with all these babies. Have Lost the next generation. I mean we have Aaron and Ji-Yeon and now we have little Charlie. All these babies can't be going on adventures. It will interfere with their naptime and the chocolate milk drinking. Ahh well. We will just have to wait and see.

Also poor immortal Richard. He will never be as creepy as immortal Mathew. YAY Black Rock folks. I can't wait to see what this season holds. We are in for a bumpy ride.

No this is not the same plan that Ruth Fisher enrolled in. I don't need to diet...........right now.

I was thinking about what I want from my life and if I want to give up my dreams and be more practical.

I decided on the practical and then this Jesus freak at work keeps testifying at me and I've been having the most hilarious nightmares ever about working a desk job like in office space but as a PR person with non-profit organizations that work with homeless children. Then I go to a haunted mansion with various people (Including Erica, this kid from work, Obama, and these people I don't recognize) and I get killed by a ghost who thinks I'm his ex-girlfriend.

Then I had a freddy type dream where Longshadow totally scratched me up and I woke up WITH scratches. Plus my grandmother and aunts are down my throat about not giving up on myself or whatever.  So I'm thinking either I'm watching too much True Blood and Children of the Corn or I'm getting some kind of sign.

So I've been looking into education alternatives. So, I can keep moving foreward without giving up on my dreams of horror movie franchises and sex in Swedish cottages.

I send you all to this website..tell me what you think.

http://www.fullsail.com/online/

It seems to be be NJCU/Montclair/Kean without the added bullshit of having to take pointless classes.

Also feel free to analyize my dreams. I'm sure there will be more. DAMN YOU Jesus Freaks!

The smallest of folks....DO NOT FLY CONTINENTAL DOMESTIC.
Current mood: exhausted

I've had a very bad week. First people at the job I hate thought was was dumb. But now they don't since I got them a home run for there stupid inventory at the expense of my sanity. They thought I was dumb, but the truth was I just didn't want to work as hard as I usually do so I ignored things alot. Anyway,  new store new assholes. More pain and boredom and even more of people ignoring me.

Trip to maine was major fiasco. Thanks Continental! Hopefully I'll get my bag back with everything in it since you sent it to Maine but felt the need to pull me off two flights and have your ticket agents be rude to me. At least they gave me 500 dollars. I deserve much more. Between Walgreens and this shit I think I might be leaving town by the end of the week. Since my grandparents will be down the shore and I'll be alone in the house. There will be on one here to stop me. I can't seem to have anything nice. If i try to have something nice it is always ruined. Is it b/c I'm a bad person? Prob. But if I was a good person I would  also get shet on all the time.

I haven't seen anyone in weeks. I feel like I have no friends anymore. I'm lonely and I have nothing. No career, no money, no fun, no happiness. Just a home and some food. The bare min to survive. "O you should be happy you have that and a job." O should I? Really I should be happy to live a miserable life at all. Well I'm not just getting by isn't worth it for me. I'd rather be gone then deal with this.

If you managed to get through this blog, I commend you. I hope everyone is doing well and having a plesent life. It seems like everyone is. So, I'm glad. Good Luck and Good night.

Wow, American TV creators. You finally made me proud. I really enjoyed LOST in it's freshman season. But mid-way through the sophomore it seemed to lose it's way (Just like every other American show where there is an off kilter story). So, the network got worried about slipping ratings and said, "Hey, LOST creators! You better tell the people you not only have a plan but an exit strategy." (Something we are hoping Hilary has. I don't think Obama knows what either of those things are) So the PTB said, "Ok we are ending at 6 seasons and we have a  road map." Like magic the ratings went up again and the network said, "Good job. We will stretch out LOST as long as we can." But shockingly the creators said, "NO, we said 6 seasons and we mean it!" And I said, "YAY finally! An American show will have a complete story that makes sense within the mythology of the show!"

So you've got me back LOST. I'm with ya to the end now. Sorry I doubted you. You really made me proud.

On a related note. SAVE LOCKE!

Feed the frenzy See http://www.lostpedia.com/wiki

I dunno. My quest has been failing so far. It's been almost a month of searching and I've only got three interviews. Time is on my side though. Isn't that what they all say? One say your 21 the next your 31 and still living with your parents hoping. It's a shame I haven't been asked to save my twin sister from an evil empire by my crazy neighbor. I've got my fingers crossed though because we all know that when the empire strikes back is when the fun begins.

Also please writers. Give a sister a break. Your holding up my five year plan and ruining my television watching experience. On the up side we still get the Oscars. YAY only not so much. Like who watches the Oscars? Not I. The only time I'll watch is when I'm up for one. So, never.

        I've realized as I was reading over my entries that I seem to be hard on the writers. Now, don't get me wrong. I totally support the strike. The writers should get a bigger piece of the pie. I know how important they are in the entertainment industry. I am an aspiring TV writer myself. But I have to be hard on the writers because I love them (I wish I could say the same for our country's current administration). It's just there is so much bad writing out there. And these bad writers are making tons of money because the average person kinda likes bad writing. I hate it when I as a viewer, I know more about the characters then the writers do. Some TV shows that go on for more then four seasons really start to suffer because the writers "forget" what happened in the last four seasons. I don't understand how you can forget something you created? And even if they are new writers don't they do their research?

    It just makes me sad that Sailor Moon, an anime that was created for little girls ten to twelve, could have better continuity and more consistent character interactions then Gilmore Girls or a dozen other American shows.  Which started out good but lost their way. By the third season they don't know what the heck they are doing. That is why I've been seemingly negative about the writers strike. I understand it, I support it, but I know there are a ton of writers out there working that really should not be working. That just drives me insane.